So Nine Inch Nails has a new album coming out already.."With Teeth" is still new to me and now they've got a new one in the works....OH well...I'm excited! It'll be out April 17th for anyone who cares ( Read more... )

As the rain begins to settle in I'm reminded how much I miss him. I miss his laugh, our talks, the way he used to miss me...He doesn't miss me anymore, I'm an after thought. I'm the woman he wants to talk to when none of the others are making sense. I remind him gently that he has made these choices and it is him that has to live with them. I ( Read more... )

Or will I see you dear and wish I could come back
You found a girl that you could truly love again
Will you still call for me when she falls asleep
Or do we soon forget the things we cannot see

oo who
The time is getting closer
oo who
Time to be a ghost
oo who
Every day we're getting closer
The sun is geting dim
Will we pay for who we been

Ack! I've been thrown into hiatus again...WTF is going on here? I've become way to absorbed in my current situation and it's so not healthy for me and I so desire to get away from it all. I wish I could understand what's going on and why he's changed his mind about us, but he has. And the current reason is so far beyond my understanding. Such ( Read more... )

Oh the last week...the last friggin week and a 1/2..what a struggle spiritually...Gaining control of myself..holding on to hurt, pain, self-doubt, self-pity, insecurity...God speaks to me and I open myself to listening and I "hear" and I concede to that which I know is my inner truth and my inner knowing. Letting it all go and accepting that I have ( Read more... )

"You know, I missed you terribly, Lo."

"I did not. Fact I've been revoltingly unfaithful to you, but it does not matter one bit, because you've stopped caring for me, anyway..."

Grrrr!!! BOYS!!!

WTF?

Nuff'said...

I've finally gotten some energy here lately. I swear you can't keep me off my damn feet. I feel like sometimes that I just can't stop, even when I go to bed at night I don't need much sleep to function all day. Which is strange for me. Maybe there is some big change going on. Hm? *shrugs* Never the less really loving where I'm living and I ( Read more... )

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I often feel like I just don't learn from my past mistakes. I of course realize that this is something I have to work out myself. Not really seeking advice but maybe to vent a little. Venting about myself and how many times I have to hit myself in the head and say "doh!" Stupid Shit! Ah, oh well, at some point I do intend to get my "shit" ( Read more... )