finally it happened what i was expecting, my girlfriend decided that we should break-up i'm trying to cover my sadness by any means possible but the problem is i'm turning into a jerk i'm hurting people around that has nothing to do with the break-up yet i'm letting my bad feelings take over my actions i hope the people i have hurt lately can ( Read more... )

yesterday, i talked to my mom, it's strange how all women think the same way.. she told me even though i haven't talked to my girlfriend in a month i have to wait and find excuses for her instead of getting angry...i have been hearing the same things from all women that i have spoken to... i hope they are right..........

for the past few weeks i have been feeling sorry for myself, and not studying for my final exam in politics class. but last night my best friend shasha called me and asked me if i wanna go with her and my other friend yolande shopping, i didn't feel like going first, but she told that this could be a thing to help me rest my mind and forget about ( Read more... )

well today i was really thinking about seeing a theribast to help with my relationship's problems, i talked to my friend shasha, well if it wasn't for her i would probably kill myself, but she always help and tell me that i should wait. even though i lost hope of girlfriend ever calling or emailing me. on a brighter note, i'm happy for my best ( Read more... )

i'm really worried about my relationship with my girlfriend, we haven't spoken in a whole month now, and i don't even know where she is now.... the problem is even though i'm sensing bad results out of all this, i can never predict anything with my girlfriend she might just come online now or even call me like there was nothing wrong so all i can i ( Read more... )

yesterday i started working as a taxi driver. i met some very nice people, i missed up a little but generaly i had very nice customers. but at the end of my shift i picked a woman who first looked very normal, then when she told where she wanted to go and i didn't understand anything, then she told me to drive up north on wannero road, and i'm ( Read more... )

i just recieved my final assignment mark in my tv news class with some bad talk from the lecturer but it's all good, i got 21/35 it's not good enough but i hope i will learn from it. i still haven't got a call from my girlfriend who is suppossed to call me soon but she haven't called yet, i'm not allowed to call on my own because of her parents so ( Read more... )

today half of my assignments are looking to be finished... the mayor of melvile agreed to do an interview with me on monday and she called me personally to tell me that, i was happy ...... my second assignment (tv news class) is all set up to be finished on time, thanx to sef's help.....the final pain is the mci assignment i still don't know what ( Read more... )

i'm very tired at the moment, i need to sleep i have been up all night studying in uni...... i feel like i need to sleep for three days, but the sad thing is i can't.......

so this is my first day with live journal thingy. i never thought after all these days of making fun of my friends about using the blogs i will be doing this today.... i hope it will help make more friends and i can't wait to meet more people... well right now i'm in uni i'm supposed to be studying but i'm doing this hehhee...do not judge me...... ( Read more... )