its been a little over 2 weeks and i feel alright...still hurts every so often but what do you expect.....shits weird tho...i almost passed out from looking at em...Frankensarah ...gross...well i dont have much time i hope everyone had a good holiday and i hope to see everyone soon..enjoy new year...peace

After struggling with insurance companies and a whole lot of other bullshit I will be going under the knife next friday Dec 9 at 10 am in Buffalo General Hospital. The doctors name is Raymond Schultz and hes about to see a part of my tits that no one.....including me..has ever seen. Kinda creepy. The only thing this doctor has had die on him is one ( Read more... )

im trying to get better. My back is fucked. MUDVAYNE tomorrow...i bought my boyfriend tickets for his birthday and itll be fucking fun. I saw them when i took my mom to Ozzfest and they were alright but nothing like getting up close and personal like the dome. Anyways im nervous about my surgery mostly the anasthesia...lets just say they cant ( Read more... )

clean.......day 2........

cant make it to danzig....fucking sucks...im pissed

haha my aunts baby peed all over me this morning...it was cute tho....so i wasnt mad....my clocks seems like its ticking sometimes. i just ignore it and never look at it. (not the baby, the clock) Fuck that there is something so liberating about giving the baby back to her mom...its great. Im just not ready to end my life and help begin another... ( Read more... )

here i come........

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This message is for anyone that cares to know what the deal is with my life....if you dont care i suggest you refrain from reading the rest.so here i am still in newfane not in Hilo, Hawaii attending the greatest oppurtunity i have ever been given...nah im getting hassled by insurance companies and workmans comp bullshit.....oh and did i mention im ( Read more... )

now i found out im driving to long beach, cali and flying from there...have to ship car and its way too expensive from new york.......im scared to death