i got sucked into the myspace craze.  it's pathetic really.  i just read a bunch of old entries and everything that i wrote about seems friviolous.  i have all new problems now and i wish that i still had the problems that i had then....life would be so much more easier.  i dunno if i will keep this up but i just wanted to remember what it felt ( Read more... )

Why is it that all of a sudden I am hit with this feeling of bitterness and sadness. Oh wait I know why... when you are single and the holidays comes around it's fucking depressing. Thats why for 2 years in a row I have fucking hated the holidays...everything just alittle bit more annoying...to the point where the cyniscism kicks in. Even my ( Read more... )

so the superman returns teaser trailer released during tonight's episode of smallville and as well as with some prints of the new harry potter movie. for some reason i am so incredibly full of hope that this movie might actually be quite good. honestly i am afraid that it wont work in the shadow of all the hit superhero movies that have come out ( Read more... )

yeah i dunno what the title has to do with anything... I'm mad at work and school for not letting me be able to be online and writing in here. My life is so pointless right now I could scream. I'm tired of getting up every morning and going to classes that are pointless for a major that is undecided. I'm tired of going to work and being happy ( Read more... )

yeah there needs to be medication for this...some sort of therapy or brain surgery for this. i think i need rehabilitation. and i think i need a straight jacket at work because the hotties arent helping this situation.

im so out of it i havent been able to keep in touch with ppl or see the ppl that i normally keep in touch with. i hate school and work and all the things that make me too tired to hang out and do fun things. for some reason i believe i should be depressed but i'm not. probably because i am so busy. i'm just trying to keep my head above water ( Read more... )

so i have to find lois a new home cuz my dad can't be around her cuz he's all coughing and nastiness. he went to see an allergist today and he said that he couldnt live with the cat. i was pissed, and now i'm kinda sad...but my dad thinks one of the chicks he works with will take her ( Read more... )

yeah i dont really have much to say so here's a list of randomness ( Read more... )

that sounds about right. i'm sorry i don't write in here very much anymore. it's because of this damn job...which i'm gettiing nervous about again. we went out to the floor today and all of a sudden i don't feel confident taking a call. in the training room i know i've taken well over 30 calls, i only had one with an asshole...which is not bad ( Read more... )

there is a semi balance to the world. season 4 of smallville is out and apparently all i needed was that and some chinese food to make my world seem so much better.