i ended up getting into the bar the boys were playing at...only because i had to act like i was in the band and i sang a song with them...WHICH WAS REALLY FUCKIN FUN! (shawn or not)...it was fuckin fun. i couldn't hear myself..but the guys from point taken said i sounded good. shawn and i did end up getting along. i got kinda pissy but then i ( Read more... )

all of a sudden i feel like an asshole for not keeping in touch with people. i was thinking earlier today that i am so far away from my past that when i look at my drama posters or think of ppl and places and goodtimes it all seems foreign to me. i cant go back...i know i cant and i dont want to...but i just wish it wasnt so far away and that my ( Read more... )

i cant get into this much now because i might go out here but for the moment i am a real crabass! WHY? because i have a feeling that my friends will all leave my sorry single ass behind. i don't feel like explaining either cuz i don't fucking want to. i'm so sick and tired of this feeling that there is something wrong with me or that god hates ( Read more... )

anything but the T word please.....just not now. im betting i could handle it i just dont want to risk a complete break down because i have been on the verge of it for weeks now. (scratches head)...i dunno...i just dunno. i love everybody else really i do....i just don't want to be a bummer to everyone. i'm not gonna think about it anymore.

$12.75 an hour!!!!!!! thank you spherion!!!!

because i have been on the move for such a a long time. i have not had the chance to be on here like used to. i actually find that quite refreshing. i am actually afraid of the maze of livejournals, diary-x's, facebook, and myspace profiles. i am afriad because there is always the chance that dirty lil secrets are spilled or i have the ( Read more... )

if you said something to me right now about jobs or grades i'd bite back like a rabbid dog. i'm seriously not a person to fuck with right now....the reason why my away message is on. not that ppl are fuckin with me here but just to prevent said fucking with ( Read more... )

CAN SOMEBODY FIND ME A FUCKIN JOB THAT CAN BE FLEXIBLE AROUND MY SCHEDULE!!!!!!!!

new icon....here's the whole pic:

http://www.bluetights.net/gallery/displayimage.php?album=2&pos=0

i think it's a shot of him flying but without the CGI added in yet. ok that is all laters.

staying with my aunt is fun but w/o my computer is killing me.  i've missed so many important emails lol.  not really....there is just some ONE who i havent spoken to in while who is conversing with me and i am eager to hear what he has to say.  (name starts with a D...ends with a D...you get the picture)  the whole thing in a nutshell is that he's ( Read more... )