hey people i got upset really bad one night andkilled most of my journal entires soo ya im no loner gunna use this one my new one is brokn2manytymes thought id kinda start over knew since all that stuff i wrote about was OLLLLLDDDD news ya ne ways matt u hurt me but hey whats new im not even gunna go into it all i have to say is *remember i died ( Read more... )

hmm idk im sooo fricken tired its not even funny i just got off of work a lovely 3pm till 2 am shift im starving n my legs hurt like no other but heyyy i love drunk guys lol especially the one that gave me a 25 dollar tip hehe ya well i dunt even know were my life stands ne more im so confused i dunt even know wat i want ne more sumtimes it seems ( Read more... )

idk sometimes i dutn even know wat to do ne more it seems like no matter how hard i try i always get like slapped in the face idk i just wish that for once i could pull myself out of this i dunt even know wat to say i seriously just dunno how much longer i can deal with things idkkkkkk but i think ima go pierce sumfin lol ( Read more... )

grr today wasent so bad until nite ya ive been sick n shit but god ppl make me so upset i couldent breathe already n cryin dosent make it ne easier at all god i dunt know wat to do ne more sumtimes i wish idk wat i wish
I love u Matthew

hey people ive been sick for the like the past 2 days it sucks uh huh n i miss my babie i cant wait to see him i wuv my matthew ya nothing really has been happenin cuz im sick and dunt feel like goin ne were or doin ne thing xmas break is in 2 days hell ya bitches well ima go to sleepie
I LOVE MATTHEW
<3 Heather

hey me n kala made up yes yes n me n matt talked about the whole not careing thing and im happy cuz i love them both to death n couldent live without them ya me n kala made out n pretty much realized that neither one of us could really live without eachother shes my sister n without her im not me then matthew hmm i love him so much yes i do n i ( Read more... )

yaaa life pretty much sux i dunt know who i can trust ne more or ne thing idk matt hmm i have mixed feelings about how he feels about me like he seems like he lies to me alot n i like lost my best friend wich really sux cuz i love her to death but ya some things just need time to heal i guess idk life is suckin idk even wat to write well i did get ( Read more... )

hmm today started off i got up at 6 this mornin got ready for skool took kala to skool then took myself to skool lol uhhmm ya came home nothing rreally then me n kala got into a big argument about wat was wrote n her journal days ago n i didnt even care about it ne more but ya that turned into a big deal then i hung out wit matt yes yes I love ( Read more... )

Idk i feel like im bein a bitch to matt wich i guess i am but idk i just want him to care about me wich maybe he does but id love for him to just show me or actually come out n tell me I love the kid n he says he wants me to b happy but he wont even do the smallest things n sometimes the smallest things make the biggest differences idk it just ( Read more... )

people make me sooo mad yes yes me n matt are doin better wat can i say that kid can b an ass but no matter wat i love him soo fuckin much n i cant believe wat my best friend wrote n her journal somfin like me n matt werent suppose to last her n tim were ,wtf is that y cant ppl b happy for me he makes me sooo happy n i love him gosh hes like the ( Read more... )