ya today and i guess yesterday ? lol was pretty shitty i worked 4 pm toll 2 am n was pure miserable i hate workin there i dunt get pais enough to do my fuckin job ya it really sux and then to top it all off matt is callin embest friend askin her to hang out n im justr like wtf but i dunno w/e and as my day gets worse and it meets like the worst ( Read more... )

hey ya my journal is gettin fixed yay but ya ne ways lifes not goin to great nope nope matt prolly lost his license so that really sux but hey gotta love the kid ne ways * its not workin cuz there invisible* lmao matt ur such a dork ne ways ya me n kala havent hung out in forever we need to do that yep yep any ways im gunna go study ( Read more... )

ahh i killed my journal waaa

hmmm today lets see o nothing really went to skool n worked all day thats about all my life ever is but thats ok and ya rite now im doin hw but i just wanted to write n here real quick ya lifes pretty sucky but ya matthew I love u :-/

11/28/04
Another time around

hey ya today started off pretty sucky went to work at 9 this mornin n wouldent u know it was feezein cuz sum1 shut off our switch again ya but had like a gazillion hot dogs for the special olympics bowling league i guess its called idk ya quite boring got out of work at like 430 then hung out wit matt went over his friend ricks house hung around ( Read more... )

gruufff dropped my phone n the water the good news is it turns on the bad news is IT ACTS LIEK ITS HAVEING SEIZUERS grr wont stop vibrateng ya really nothings new in my life same ole same ole workin n goin to skool n hatein faggots that like to there gfs n say i bother them wen there the ones callin me and imin me hmm dunt make sense but watever ( Read more... )

ahh Matthew came to visit me :-) i havent seen him n forever but i realized that i think i still love him :-/ i dunno wat to do

how can u sit there n lie to me i think every single word u have ever said has been a lie cuz the things ur doing and sayin are so hypocritical!
I hate when ppl treat me like shit n grr n blow things out of proportion maybe i dunt know who I AM NE MORE! n everything just seems to hurt

why do i try to tell myself that they actually cares lol there guys wat do i expect im not gunna let myself get hurt again until they prove they actually care idk wat to do ne more one second ur talkin to me the next ur actin like im not there

im dun with all the stupid lies and the crooked truths im done with all the pain u are putting me threw im tired of being hurt and dragged to the ground i hate the way you make me feel and that little ringing sound you make me wanna cry and wish i was dead im done with you and everyone else im tired of bein left behind and pushed to the dust i ( Read more... )