Court didn't get out yesterday until 3:30. I was there for seven hours just to hear that they needed more evidence on my case and to come back on Monday. What a waste of time and now I have to keep thinking about whats going to happen.

And Just like that she was gone.

My house is so depressing right now. My sister's boyfriend had a seizure early this morning, everyone is pretty upset about it because it was so fucking random. Now he may have to go to yale to have a very serious surgery. I love that kid, I hope he'll be ok ( Read more... )

WHAT A FUCKING DICK.

so if anyone thought that last entry was about who they thought it was...your wrong, very wrong.

No one would understand this... All I know is I'm happy and I feel like myself and not someone I'm not. He makes me feel good he has shown me that what other people think about me means nothing compared to what I think about myself, a lesson that I should have learned 18 years ago. He appreciates me, at least it seems like he does. I haven't felt ( Read more... )

This day is always the same...Christmas and my birthday. It's nothing at my house though, just another day. I don't care about not getting presents but maybe a Merry Christmas and Happy Birthday. Or at least someone remembering it's my birthday. 18 years of it, why would I think today would be any different ( Read more... )

Just forget about it. All of you, I think you know who you are. It's not much I ask for, just some respect. I give it to you...all of you. I will never be good enough for and meet up to what you see fit. I will not let you take advantage of me any longer.

I know everyone is against putting lyrics to songs in their journal but i just thought this fit things right now ( Read more... )

This is something that I would rather not put in here but it may be the only way it gets out ( Read more... )