Ok, I'm still holding fast to my "not dating anyone rule ( Read more... )

God, it's so hard ( Read more... )

Most of you won't understand this entry. But I've gotta vent somewhere ( Read more... )

When will I stop hurting? I want to be happy other times than when I'm drinking. I was so hurt last night, I didn't even stay at Matt's, my safehaven. I just came home and wanted to be alone ( Read more... )

Shaking. I'm shaking ( Read more... )

Gotta stay angry. Gotta stay mad. Gotta stay angry. Gotta stay mad. I can't give in and talk to him. Someone shoot me in the fucking face ( Read more... )

I thought I'd have my yearly Governor's School rememberance here, since all my GSers read this one rather than the other ( Read more... )

"You've got your dumb friends ( Read more... )

I don't really know what to say. Things aren't going well, to say the least. I haven't gotten any death threats or obnoxious prank phone calls, so I'm assuming very few people read this thing anymore ( Read more... )

Diaryland is being a bitch and I can't update there. These lyrics aren't exactly as they come across. Maybe you have to be me (or Ryan) to understand them. Try them from his point of view (shockingly ( Read more... )