I'm tired of being lied to. Seriously, folks, can not handle this anymore. I miss trusting someone. I miss knowing that no one was lying to me. Was I being naive? Have people been like this my entire life and I've been oblivious? Or was it just when I met Ryan that assholes magically came into my life ( Read more... )

I just don't understand, I guess. I can't comprehend people being so mean. I can't comprehend people hating me for so much that they don't even understand ( Read more... )

I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you.

I hate you.

I love you I love you I love you I love you.

I love you.

Why can't my emotions be normal?

Haha, fuck the favorite. Hell, I already did! Haha, that's why I'm so upset right now isn't it? God, maybe I shoudln't have. but I did, and I shoudlnt' regret it. man, this shit sucks. I can't understand what I'm feeling---I'm drunk, so there are so many emotions right now that I have no idea whats goign on. I give up---I'm ready to be a ( Read more... )

Ok, so I needed to vent, and I know I couldn't do it on that other journal. The kids I babysit read it, and so does everyone in the world. Even if I don't know them. Anyways...being the idiot that I am, I read Beth Anne's journal tonight. I hadn't done it in awhile, and I don't know why I did it this time. But it definitely had stuff about ( Read more... )

So, it's been a couple of months. I tried that new diary out, but I couldn't say much since it was broadcasted to the entire world. I don't like the entire world reading what I have to say. If I want to tell someone something, they'll hear it ( Read more... )

So I started a new online diary at ( Read more... )

Ok, so yesterday was the App game. We lost of course. We suck as a football team ( Read more... )

So I've been writing this one entry for a couple days now. I guess this is what happens when you don't write forever. Things are good here at WCU...sometimes things get a little confused, though. I really think all of us need a break from everyone ( Read more... )

So, I need to finish this ( Read more... )