I am in a very good mood today. Lots of progress made. I think with the release of nerves it has made me quite tired lol. Holy crap I'm tired. Just not ready to go to bed. I hate that its like I only have a few hours of being home before I have to turn around and go to work. I mean why go home! Why not just sleep there. Ughhh lol. No "thoughtful" ( Read more... )

Oh my GOODNESS. Sooooo theres this song that came out that I heard a few weeks ago on the radio- from a band called Paramore called Crush Crush Crush anyway when I heard it I loved it instantly. Anyway, I'd missed the name and title of the song and didnt hear it for quite some time. The other day I was lucky enough to catch the name off a clip they ( Read more... )

I'm actually in a really peaceful mood tonight. So I thought i'd give another entry a shot. I was really aggravated earlier today. How could I not be? I try not to get that way, but rather...work past it. I'm confident that everything will work out though.

I think I'm going to spend the rest of the night reading, I actually think I need to take an ( Read more... )

So, I had a wonderful day to begin with. That is until everyone got home. Is it wrong of me to think that I would be happier not living here? It feels wrong. However, how can I feel bad, about how I feel. Can one control their emotions? You can control wether they show or not yes, but how you feel deep down, can you control it? I can not. My ( Read more... )

I'm discussing love with my friend jon.  You know.. as awkward as he can be sometimes, i admire that guy. I want him to find a guy that will make him happy.  I think deep down he's a romantic- and is having trouble finding that missing peice. I know i wouldnt settle for anything less...i think i've found my missing piece though. I really do-and now ( Read more... )

 So, I always think of these "oh so wonderful" subject headings for these during the day-soemthing I could really grow off of in the entry itself. Well! Of course I always forget what that is. Its funny, that I always have to have something of importance for it. Almost as if it is the most important part of the journal itself. Maybe it is. Maybe ( Read more... )

Sometimes events happen in your life, that seem to make everything that was bad in the past...seem so far away. Something quite wonderful. Ugh I'm so sappy its retarded! I dont care though. So, I had an alright day. I actually havent felt too hot though, i think its all the extreme emotions I've been going through the past week, my body is like.. ( Read more... )

So, yesterday was really wretched. I havent been that depressed since god...i was 16? I suddenly remember what I felt like day in and day out, and I couldnt take it for the time I was in it. Alot shorter than the many months i spent in a state like that. How did I get through it? Things are ALOT better-still not out of the clear with a certain ( Read more... )

Wow, so after another wonderful evening last night. I cant imagine being happier than that. Today on the other hand is literally just a train wreck. The day that I have had. I am so miserable right now I dont even know what to do. Oh my god just shoot me. I tried to go on a walk, but its drizzling really hard and its amazing that when you feel this ( Read more... )

I feel the need to write in here. Haha, i dont know why. I had such a lovely weekend, like really freaking lovely.

Yeah i mean, thats realllllly all i can think about now so thats all i have to say

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