so as of yesterday its been 10 years since Jerry Garcia passed away :( R.I.P. Jerry we miss you

so after years of years of my mother saying she was gonna leave my father as of about 2 weeks ago it was made final... I have mixed feelings about the whole thing... but pretty much we're selling the house and im looking into hopefully getting my own place but I cant do it on my own so if anyone else needs to get the fuck away from home then please ( Read more... )

anybody want to adopt me?

So had my second day of training today... theres a lot to remember in the waitressing aspect of the job but i think after a few days of working ill get the hang of it... im so happy to be working again... I need that constant aspect of having a job in my life so I dont feel like a waste of life.. anyways I train as hostessing this weekend and next ( Read more... )

So I got a job :) at jillians in the source mall.... i start training on monday.. im gonna try and get a job with dana who just got a job at pac sun and try and work 2 jobs for a little bit to save up money for whether I decide to go away to school or move down to florida and u know in the mist of all that get a car... hopefully this will all work ( Read more... )

so today... applied at spencers at the source mall.. hopefully i will get the job.. oh and frank or sunny are reading this i hope you dont mind I put you guys down as references because i figured id have a better chance putting friends that i worked with rather then just my friends hope u dont hate me i love u gusy <3 shit was fucking insane today ( Read more... )

or the jam room black for that matter.... so got my wisdom teeth taken out on saturday... what a lovely birthday present... i was supposed to go to new paltz for a partyful weekend but noooo lol... anyways getting the stitches taken out in a few days... the pain isnt as bad as i thought it would be... its hard to eat tho... but i guess taht works ( Read more... )

im only sure that im not sure

Ah so its valentines day... and im bitter again lol... its such a stupid holiday... even tho last year it didnt bother me cuz for the first time in my life i had an amazing valentines day and I spent it with an amazing person who at the time i was head over heals in love with... but this year... yea i got valentines but its just friends... but ( Read more... )

A song written by yours truly ( Read more... )