Went up to New Paltz Saturday night with Dana and Mica cuz Mike got Dana a bottle of Captains for her bday so we went up to visit.... I didnt feel too good for the first few hours so I took a nap but after that it was fucking awesome :) I love those people so fucking much I dont even think they understand... I ended up not falling asleep and ended ( Read more... )

So I figure todays Nick Carters birthday so why the hell not update my journal.... well whats been going on in my life lately.... I regained most of my friendships back and I couldn't be happier... I lost sight of what was important to me while going out with Tony... yes of course Tony was very important to me but my friends are my salvation and I' ( Read more... )

its been awhile and im angered at the way this election is turning out so its quiz time...


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Today was a descent day I guess... woke up got high.. worked on my room a bit til it got too depressing being in there in which case I stopped... around 6:30ish walked to the dairy to visit Jamezypoo to see how he was doing... chilled there for like half hour chatting away with him and Mr. Merz... then left and walked to Veronicas... saw Marissa ( Read more... )

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i might be going away for a little while... so if you don't hear from me that is why... i just need to get away right now...

so its been awhile.. things have been kinda crazy lately... i was in the hospital for a few days... i threw up blood and they think i have a bleeding ulcer... they want to see if it heals itself and i have to go back to a GI doctor in a bout a week or so to get a camera in the tum tum to see whats goin on... both my mother and tonys mom went in for ( Read more... )

been hanging out with veronica a bit lately... always a good time... last night we actually went walking around for a while and ended up seeing vinny at checkers so chilled and talked with him and his friends for a bit always a good time... then walked back to my house and watched my so called life... it seems so cheesy now lol but its always a ( Read more... )

figured it was time to take some quizzes...

ok i think thats enough

its time for me to get my life in order... get myself a new job.. get myself into school.. drive.. and most importantly fix things with those i love cuz i fucked up hardcore and ive got a lot of making up to do... and I really need to stop being so negative on life... ive gotten a lot better i have but i still have alot to work on and i gotta ( Read more... )