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"feel me now
I'm growing in your insides
the warm feelings that you bring
contain the seeds now flowering
into my suicide"
-Angels of Light, "My Suicide"

I am not afraid to fly or even die, I am afraid that maybe I am starting to hope again, hope breeds disappointment, hope breeds disaster, everyone of us has had these thoughts, but mine wreck me down to the bone, sure I would like to see what I have never seen, sure I would like to not feel so invisible, maybe take a far out chance and see it ( Read more... )

if my heart was once a proud city, now it lays burnt and black, emotions with no class, ready, set, attack, straight to the back goes the double barrel of the 50, twitching up on that ass, straight nifty, yeah ... set it off, cough, cool, 3 smacks to the face, lips drool, american gangsta dealing with some harsh times, curse word binge'r, drinking ( Read more... )

Every town has its ups and downs ( Read more... )

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A name.
A name.
One I say a hundred times a day.
Perfect each time I say it.
Perfect.
What made me a man.
She was my Aushwitz.
My well-oiled machine.
My crown jewel.
My perfection.
She was my Aushwitz.
My long term plan.
My goal in life.
My pillar.
Then He came.
Closed the iron gates.
She was gone.
My life.
She was gone.
It appears I am.
Gone.

remember my face, pale angel, so beautiful ( Read more... )

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so many reasons to escape, bleeding the simple blood, fluid of queens and pawns, there is no exit here, prove me wrong, tell me why, make me understand, explain why I am more than straw for burning, condition red, starving volunteer wearing a beggars rags, let the funeral dust kiss my feet, these preachers of the endless vigil, stand before me, and ( Read more... )