The summer's flower is to the summer sweet,
Though to itself it only live and die,
But if that flower with base infection meet,
The basest weed outbraves his dignity:
For sweetest things turn sourest by their deeds;
Lilies that fester smell far worse than weeds.

So...Im back from my mini-vacation. It was actually quite nice, all things concidered. I had a great time with jacob, as always. And the whole 'meet the parents' thing wasnt as bad as i thought it was going to be. Ha, they even let me stay the night with him, which was totally not a 'them' thing to do. So, maybe they like him that much, or maybe ( Read more... )

Well, I'm back from vacation. It was....wow. Very nice indeed. Well, until today...suck. Dunno what I'll do...but I'll be ok...right? Yea ( Read more... )

Today was the worst day of my life. For many reasons other than the fact that I hate hospitals. Im in pain, and I just need to be reassured that it will all be ok, and that I'm ok. I need it not to matter.

I went shopping tonight and bought way too much stuff. Its all stuff I need though, and I haven't spent any money in a looong time. Ok, thats enough justifing my purchases ( Read more... )

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If 5am could ever be sexy, today would have been the day. It was so pretty out, before the sun, before the people, just...peaceful. The snow was light and perfect, and glistened under the street lights. It was the perfect opportunity to take a walk and soak it all up, but alas, I had to go to work. Maybe I'll make a note to watch a sunrise here ( Read more... )

while some of you chose to use your time learning and bettering yourself, i decided to be useless and boring...enjoy!

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You Are The Star
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This birthday was by far the best ever. And not because I'm 21 now, or that I got a new drivers license picture (which still sucks, mind you) but because I have never felt so loved in my whole life. Today, I saw how much people care about me, and I have never felt better about myself, or about where I am in life. Thank you, every body, for ( Read more... )