just been chilling, hanging out with the hommies... drinking like ALOT lately=/ i havent been in the best mood for the past few days. to think all these feelings could be caused just by 1 person. a guy of all people=( iam so confused on wat is goin on between me and luke. i really wish i could just not care bout him anymore. if it was only that ( Read more... )

ok so i wanted to get a whole new journal but its being asian and wont let me.. soo i decided i would update this one since i havent in like 5 months or so... wat has been goin on???

just been chilling pretty much. been goin to the beach a whole lot im prolly goin to b there 3 or so times a week so its all good. ima get a sexy tan goin i know ure ( Read more... )

yes so i decided to FINALLY update this thing since the last time i did was like 2 months ago?.. hmm so wat has been happening??? .... things w me & luke were a lil shaky things r good now... so he spends the nite @ his ex gf's house who ofcourse has the same name as me GRR! newayz so he spends the nite there cuz his ma and him were fighting.. i ( Read more... )

just been kikn it being grounded lol.. prolly getting in more trouble now then i have originally but meh luke asked me out last weekend wen i snuck out AGAINlol.. im really starting to like him just i dont want things to turn out like they did w/ james cuz that was messed up but w/e nuthing i can do now not that i would really want to actually ... ( Read more... )

so there is no more me and james...i personally dont give a fuck nemore im glad it ended newayz he has changed a lot since wen we 1st were going out... i still love and care about him cuz u cant love someone and then out of nowhere not love them nemore.. but yea he has a new "gf" now... me and crissy r thinking he was cheating on me or some shit ( Read more... )

havent wrote in here for a long ass time.. i guess ill start writing in here since i have a lot on my chest... sunday hung out w james, ty, and his"crew" it was LAME!!! heather spent the nite that was pretty chill...so yea yesterday was my b-day im 17 now WOOT WOOT!!=/ i wanted to like die though cuz it seemed my bf dint even really care he was to ( Read more... )

wow havent wrote in this thing in a long ass time.. almost forgot i had this thing.. newhoo everything is alrite rite now i was in the weirdest mood a few days ago like psycho crazy being paranoid bout nothing kinda moods having a bf can make u go crazy literally everything is fine w me and james talked to him last nite for 2 1/2 hrs... apparently ( Read more... )

lately.. i have pretty much done nothing THAT EXCITING/IMPORTANT.. me and crissy hung out friday nite she spent the nite here we went tanning and got our nails done.. yea i have nothing really to say.. other than i feel so "un loved".. lame i know but meh =(.. soo james came back sunday nite from his 5 day trip and ofcourse i havent seen him for ( Read more... )

last nite was pretty fun.. even though james made me wait over an hr for him to finally pick me up GRR!! .. newayz so after that we go over to tylers w him and crissy chill there for a lil while then we go to the hookah bar for sarah's b- day.. i was happy to see her since i havent seen her in a while jake, josh, and andrew were also there i havent ( Read more... )

..  lots of shit on my mind rite now.. where to start.. hmm so i go and hang out w/ james on monday and all we had fun it was great i mised him lots<3.. its weird cuz the moment im not w/ him or i havent talked to him i get this feeling of lonliness.. pathetic i know but meh wat can i do =/.. im over the top attached to him @ this point in time i ( Read more... )