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[bettiepepper]

I'm sorry I've been away. I've been in a horrible place mentally. I'm seriously considering checking myself into a psych ward. Have Any of you guys had to? You can message me if you don't wanna out yourself, I understand. I'm really scared and feel very out of control of my life

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[le_starboard]

Do you have a therapist or a psych doctor you can talk to before you make a decision like that? I've definitely felt that way before, but I started with seeing a psych dr. first and I feel like that saved my life.

[bettiepepper]

I am currently seeing a therapist and I think I am going to see a psychiatrist now to see exactly what's wrong with me.

Thank you for your input. ♥

[burger]

I've never done that, but it's a very brave and heavy decision. I agree with expressing it to your therapist (if you haven't already, of course!) and seeing how it goes. If nothing else it should make the process of checking yourself in a bit more straightforward if you have her backing you up. I'm sorry you're in such a bad place and I wish I had some actual advice that will help, but I'm here for you whatever goes down!

[bettiepepper]

I appreciate you being here for me sweetie. That's more than I ever could have asked for. ♥ You're the best. And ILU.

[burger]

ILU2 girl ;___; You soooo deserve to be happy and I know whatever decision you make will be the right one.

[___heyvanity]

Thinking of you!!!

I don't have any direct experience but my BIL has been in and out of a few psych wards and while he's totally in denial, he seems so much better after he gets out! I say go for it if you feel the need. We're rooting for you. <3

[bettiepepper]

Thank you so much ♥

I hope you're doing well. *hugs*

[porcelain_ocean]

I've never been in one, but my sister has had a couple mandatory visits. Whenever she gets out she seems much better and has more tools to help her cope with the world. From what I've seen working in one as a nursing student, they're good places to feel safe - especially when your life feels out of control. There's no judgment, and everyone wants the best for you. If you feel this is something you need to keep yourself safe and get some perspective on things, please don't hesitate.

Thinking of you and sending big hugs and positive vibes.

[bettiepepper]

Thank you so much for your input. I really appreciate you.

[krissasaur]

So have I, so I am sorry as well.

I didn't check into one, but when I was a kid I got thrown into one, and it fucked me up mentally. I think making a choice on your own and being thrown in there having no idea what you did wrong since you are a kid is two completely different things, though.

[bettiepepper]

I'm sorry love. I hope that you're feeling better or at least on your way to feeling better.

omg. I'm so sorry that you had to go through that. That's absolutely horrific. *hugs*