i havent updated in soo long prolly more than a month!!!!! a lot has been going on and yeah. quick summary. i did the summer school thing and it was fun cause i met a really cool kid there his name is ken. and usually i get sick of guys after about 2 or 3 weeks and this is going on 2 months and i still think hes the best thing since sliced bread ( Read more... )

wow i think its been more than a month since i last wrote life is going pretty good rite now but i keep waiting for a massive screwup on my part. it always happens and there is never anything i can do to really avoid it. im going to summer school and its really not all that bad except i have to get up early. i get to hang out with kool kidds, well ( Read more... )

walking thru this fog i wait to see you longing to touch your face, my fingers itching to stroke your sweet smile yet i pull away. for i know that i will never see the day that you return my feelings for your sweet poison kiss will surely send me reeling

i was trying to finish a song but i ran out of time

hey well i guess that i havent really written in a long time im supposed to be typing an essay for english but ill have to do it when i get home. so yeah i went to a horse show sat and got really sunburned, and sunday i went to my girlfriends graduation. it was soo much fun i love her house. ive been feeling really down lately and i think my ( Read more... )

well lets see, i feel like im losing my best friend. i can never talk to her and shes never there its almost like she dosent even care about what im feeling inside, its so bad that i just want to run and hide. well whatever ill just be like her and ignore her too but it still wont fix anything. why do i feel like you hate me now. your different ( Read more... )

wow i havent written in a really long time, ive been grounded. lol it sucked. i miss tina , why do you never call me nemore do you not love me anymore? i really dont have ne thing to say cuz ive been grounded. tina i love your hair and congrats on u and justin! tty tommorrow

oops i did it again. mkay lets see......i got in this really big fight with my mom about how i never say ne thing positive and how shes sick of hearing all my negative comments. oh i dont know but in the end she maneged to make me feel like a worthless pice of shit and also maneged to also make me cry.. not an easy feat really! anyways after that i ( Read more... )

Congraulations! You are depressed! You know just how it feels to bear all the world's burdens, and the value of a 19-hour night's sleep. And you really hate that circle-guy thing on your Zoloft pill packets ( Read more... )

i just spent the whole day helping my mom and dad put in new wood flooring. its an incredibly lonley job!!!im sooo tired. tina i just wanted to let you know that im here for you and even if you go back to the old ways i will still love you , maybe even more than before cuz i know i wont be alone

im sitting here talking to tom on the phone...i feel retarted because i still really like him! tina i love you so much. tom is on neopets what a retard..but that doesnt make me love him any less ok well i g2g