I felt something very familiar today.. it was that feeling of lonely. That same feeling I had before, when nothing was going right and I had the dreams but I knew deep down that they would never happen. Well I'm getting that feeling again because I can feel things falling back into what they were before. This is the millionth time its happend in ( Read more... )

so i woke up today feeling like total shit. and its all because of my stupid fucking job and all the asshole people who come in there and cough and sneeze on me. all i wanted this morning was a ride to hollywood video this morning so I could rent weeds season 2 and spend my sick day getting better but NO my mother had to be a fucking crazy bitch ( Read more... )

ya know I have my future all planned out and the first step is to move to portland... why is this first step so hard? i wish I could just live alone so I wouldn't have to worry about this bullshit. I stayed at marks last night and i had tons of fun. Every time, i always wish I was apart of that community. Its amazing how he has opened my eyes to a ( Read more... )

i had a fairly good day today, given 11hrs were wasted by the nordstrom rack. but this evening, I felt a feeling that I hate. its that feeling you get a few months after a tough relationship is over and you see how they have moved on and are living a life that they dont deserve. but it isnt only that, its that feeling of missing somebody that you ( Read more... )

it is so ugly outside. and the shitty thing is that today is probably the first day of rainy season... which will happen all the way until July again. mother shit. i spent the other night with marky and omfg, I had fun. we have some weird connection that just makes me want constant hugs. hahaha but i dont want a boyfriend.. just a roommate. still, ( Read more... )

so its my first day off from work in a week and Im fucking exhausted! haha i dont think i've ever worked 40 hrs a week before. i suck. im stoked for my paycheck though, i even took my new juicy bag for a walk arouund the mall today. we had fun! but now im bored with nothing to do so i decided to color my pubic hair purple. its processing right now.

worst day EVER OMGGGGGGGGGGG and it all started this morning when I broke my pipe! I think a curse happend or something. but the good news is that it was the first day of our new arrivals sale at the rack and HOLY F_ING S. I bought a huge Juicy Couture bag for... drum roll plez.... forty dollars. fuck yeah. and i bought a very UK looking cardigan ( Read more... )

day 3 of my new job. I opted for the cute little trolley car instead of the max for my venture back to my car after work and i had so much fun. then exhausted and irritated, im getting my gas pumped at the gas station and this guy in a bmw spots me and goes inside the gas station. then he came out and asked me out for a drink! of course Im a bitch ( Read more... )

day one, my new job. I must work at the busiest nordstrom rack in the world. christ i can't wait to transfer to a full line store. the good news is that christmas is going to be fabulous because I anticipate spoiling my family.. the bad news is the lack of friends I have to spoil since apparently all my friends have disappeared. but thats okay, ( Read more... )

went shopping today for some new work clothes and found nothing but success!! i just updated my wardrobe in a big way and I'm super excited. I have my first official day tomorrow... at 7am!! I can do it, with some coffee asap ( Read more... )