I'm so messed up.

My Aunt is getting worse and my mum reckons she only has a few more months to live :( Why is life so fucking evil? I can't accept that such an amazing person is going to be taken away from us....its so unfair!

I'm numb.

So I've been away from the net for ages coz my internet was fucked. I doubt anyone really noticed my absense because I'm always away.

Before I get into all my 'crap' I'd like to say a big welcome to Liat liatli1228 who I recently added to my flist. *hugs and kisses* You are super cool ( Read more... )

I don't want anyone replying to this..because this is just one big rant that I need to have ( Read more... )

I think I need some time away from the internet, not that I spend a great deal of time on here. But my head is totally messed up and I'm coming out with crap all the time. Its not getting me anywhere ( Read more... )

I'm really freaking out. My Aunt is getting worse and I just can't cope with it all. I'm too ill to travel 3 hours to see her. My head is a mess. She was ok 6 weeks ago, not a care in the world and now she has deteriorated drastically and her life is quickly slipping away.

I don't know what to do any more *cries*

So I have my meds now...I just took one...and I'm scared lol But I really need something to stop these panic attacks. I'm really hoping they work. Its stupid coz I'm panicking about taking something thats suppose to stop me panicking lol

Congrats to Shabana for passing her exams!!!! *hugs and kisses*

I don't feel so bad about writing this entry because it has good stuff in it too!!!

So....last night I saw...wait for it....CHRISTIAN SLATER!!! He has been in a play for the past 3 months and last night me and my mum went to see it :D Well...he is SEX!!! In one scene he was wearing just a towel and I almost choked on my sweets lol At the end he ( Read more... )

Hey guys ( Read more... )