my whole life is really thrown off track right now
i thought it was friday
i've been a day ahead all week
i'm so mixed up now

so i'm home
alive and breathing.

well i look and feel like fucking hell ( Read more... )

and there comes a point ( Read more... )

so i miss him
back tomorrow.
kind of can't help worry he's found someone more worthy.

i'm terrified of more or less everything right now,
i've missed placed my remote
no pause button here.
i just wish everything would stop
take a deep breath.
nothing makes sense
and there is to logic left to try a rationalize everything that is happening.
swallowed hole by gapping jaws.
unwilling to release

there is this way a hole kind of burns it's way inside of you, when the people you love more then life, forget to acknowledge your existence

..
btw
jackjohnson was amazing

( and i cannot write worth shit anymore )

the quiet out here is calming at first ( Read more... )

suck me dry of more then everything i asked for ( Read more... )

i love the way i don't update this asshole.
making half a million cds at the moment.
the cabin calls for them.
hell i'm bringing blanks in case i need more.
gone today till the fourteenth

the JACK JOHNSON<33 ( Read more... )