to let you know...when i actually wrote in my lj...i was either

-hung over
-drunk
-on drugs
-suicidal
-sleepy

hot damn how the world has shifted.

yeah its all a dumb mess.

seseme seeds are everywhere. i have no idea where i want to be.

as she blows the dust off....is this thing still on?

los angeles is better then sf. i have forgotten the past it seems but im getting closer.

my mom is coming to visit soon. hmm...and hollywood tonight is just a buzzz..

zzz
zzzz

buzzzz

although certain people never called me back its ok ( Read more... )

i have nothing really to say only that i have a few more weeks left here.

and im tired.

and its hot.

LA this weekend was great. i like how i have people down there that are excited about my move.

thats good i guess.

and this weekend i thought about everyone that has hurt me..and how i just go back or pretend everything is ok in order to avoid ( Read more... )

where all the years now smash up against eachother and you cant tell apart what you dreamt last night and what actually happened the other day ( Read more... )

walking home from his place took maybe an hour ( Read more... )

i have been dead for the past 5 days. sorry guys.

(_) I NEVER HAVE BEEN DRUNK ( Read more... )

and he said...you know there are other kisses ( Read more... )