lauren difiore is the coolest person in the entire world.
i love her and i don't know what i would do without her.

everyone should make her cookies.

and peel potatoes for her.
with a potatoe peeler.

:)

my house is sooooooo hot! i can't concentrate on anything. i have so much work to do. i need help.

and i can't stop thinking about a certain person and whether or not i want to tell him how old i am. i really need to and it's worth the risk of him never talking to me again. i would hate for him to find out from someone else. okay. just needed to

why can't people be consistent?

i wish that for once, i could like someone special and have it stay that way. conversations can be so influential and beneficial yesterday, and then mean nothing today. this isn't even worth mulling over. i just... i don't even know anymore.

go on and close the curtains ( Read more... )

...stayin home alone on a friday ( Read more... )

my mom is being so annoying tonight... i hate it when she starts to live thru me. it's like whenever i don't do some of my homework or something (like tonight i forgot one of my books at school that i need for an assignment), she gets more upset about it than i do. it's not her life and it's not gonna affect her! it's soo fucking frustrating. ( Read more... )

so i feel like a complete zombie. i have to pick the most completely stressful week to get sick, and i mean really sick. and now i got megan sick too. i'm sorry babe. and lauren, sarah, and kate will probably get what i have as well. again, i'm sorry. this week sucks total balls. i've had an abstract, a presentation for canterbury tales, a prologue ( Read more... )

... wow, i've never wanted to be relaxing so much in my life. i don't feel good at all. i can't breathe thru my nose and i have a really bad headache. it sucks. so i think i'm going to go to bed early tonight maybe... maybe i'll go to lauren's. it depends on how i feel after i go get something to eat with my dad. he's been in canada for 2 weeks so ( Read more... )

so today was a beautiful day, but i can't get over how much i would love cold weather. i love the cold! it gives me so much joy. reminds me of fall and then of snow and christmas and hot cocoa. ::sigh:: but today was good too...not too hot.. cool breeze.. sun shining. i've been thinking a lot about grace and dexterity lately. how one carries his or ( Read more... )

why am i always the bad guy? always! i have to sit here and be a best friend to everybody when maybe sometimes i have my own problems to deal with. every one of my friends is having a fun time just being mad at me.. lemme tell ya, it's been just a joy ride for me too. why won't anyone just tell me to my face exactly how they feel? i didn't know i ( Read more... )