Things have been so quiet around here lately. Not that I want the sort of sex excitement we had a few months ago, thank you. Still the place could use a bit of fun. It's times like these that I really miss Data. He had a way of making me laugh and helping me keep in touch with my inner child ( Read more... )

My friend Pavel, a brooding Russian with a penchant for philosophizing, recently asked me what I thought my friends say to each other when I'm not around ( Read more... )

My temper and sharp tongue have gotten me into more trouble than I care to admit ( Read more... )

When I met Jack Crusher I fell in love with his sense of humor and easy going nature. It was a gentle comfortable love that fit into the orderly life I wanted. We had a good solid relationship and I felt settled, content ( Read more... )

I've lost my son. He's left to join the Traveler, taking him on a journey that I can never be a part of. I'm torn between feeling devastated and happy that he has finally found his true destiny. Jean Luc has been a rock, keeping me from burying my feelings in my work until I'm emotionally numb ( Read more... )

What a glorious day.  It's so good to get off the ship for awhile.  Jean Luc and I went out to the desert to look at the Tolarian ruins and they were breathtaking.  Then we had a lovely dinner right by the waterfall.  Afterward we danced and before I knew it we were

Had another one of those dreams last night.

I'm in the shower shampooing my hair, my eyes are shut when I feel cool air hit my body as the shower door opens.  I know it's Jean Luc even though I can't see him.  He stands behind me and wraps his arms around me, pressing me closer.  He doesn't say anything just starts moving his hands along my body, ( Read more... )

Maybe I should change my hair color.  I wonder if Jean Luc would like <> to do<>me as a blonde?  He was involved with a blonde once sometime befor he took command of the Stargazer, what was her name.  Philadelphia, Philomena.....Phillipa yeah that was it.  She was kind of short and stocky if I remember and very obvious about her intentions.  She ( Read more... )

Oh, what a day.  If I have to tell another Ensign that safe sex implies more than just their birth control implant.  The things these "children" get into.  *That reminds me of the time  at the Academy Cadet Thompson  and I.......*  Yes, Alyssa what is it?  More "accidents"?  He put it where!!!?  Things are too slow on this ship.  Where are the  ( Read more... )

Why do I always do this to myself?  I over analyze everything.  No wonder I can't commit myself to Jean Luc. Aliens, no problem, anaphasic life forms, perfect, no fuss no muss, but the real thing, God it's just soo hard.  Then there's his little diversions.

What does he see in Vash anyway?  Oh sure she's cute, in a bird like way, but a little rough ( Read more... )