Eck, I'm sooo bored. I know I should go to bed and all, but tomorrow I'm leaving for the weekend and honestly I don't really want to. I'm going to Fredrick to hang out with a friend of my fathers, but I don't know if I want to be running around this whole weekend. Anyway, so this is making me reluctant to sleep because then it'll be that much ( Read more... )

Nothing huge has been happening to me lately. I finally got my income tax in yesterday which is great, but the bad part is pretty much all of it is going to bills and other things. Plus, I remembered that I still have to file my state which is going to cost me a pretty penny I'm sure. Grrrr... money runs through my hand quicker than water. I won't ( Read more... )

We bow our hearts
We bend our knees
Oh Spirit come make us humble
We turn our eyes from evil things
Oh Lord we cast out our idols

Give us clean hands
Give us pure hearts
Let us not lift our souls to another
(Repeat)
Give us clean hands

Oh God let us be a generation that seeks
Who seeks Your face
Oh God of Jacob
(Repeat)
Give us clean hands

Woohoo! Its SATURDAY!! And to make things even better there is a singles event at church tonight that I am going to. So at least I get to go out for a while ( Read more... )

I am soooooooooooooo incredibly tired! And I've got to get ready for church in about two hours! Yikes! And to top it all off my eyes sting because of all the crying I did last night. But aside from all of this, I'm doing alright. My sleepiness is causing me to see the world in a bit of gray scale, but that's all it is. Sleepiness ( Read more... )

Okay, I'm back for a second entry today because I need to say something. I was pretty down earlier, and if you don't know what I mean please read the previous entry. But after a lot of crying and talking to my Lord I've decided that I was very wrong to say I was worthless. I mean didn't Jesus die for me? If I am bought with a price then surely that ( Read more... )

I feel a little sad. Church is tomorrow, which is a relief because I need it. I'm tired too...though I should definitely not be. Arg, I wish I had some way of expressing myself! I mean why isn't there anything I'm good at? Other than getting myself into trouble that is. Yep, I seem to have a knack for getting myself trapped in corners and messing ( Read more... )

Church was just amazing yesterday. The message was great, the presense of the LORD was awesome, and the fellowship was a wonderful change from my usual lonely life. Also, I've begun to open up more and more, so it is easier for me to really worship and let loose. Though I think I could have really let loose more when the worship got so intense that ( Read more... )

So my saturday was uneventful but that's alright cause I slept most of it away. I didn't mean to, but Friday night I couldn't get any sleep and when I finally did I slept for like an hour because I had the weirdest dream ever. Anyway, I was up until about four p.m. and then I figured I'd just lie down and get a two hour nap in before I called a ( Read more... )

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