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Currently sitting in my freezing room. There is no food to eat in this house, but I'm too obsessed with the idea of getting a million hours of studying and research done to even consider a trip to Stop&Shop at this point ( Read more... )

Drink up, baby, look at the stars. I'll kiss you again, between the bars.I want to sleep forever. Or run far, far away. This is a recurring theme and I'm well aware of it. As of late, every minor obstacle has brought on a sense of perpetual doom and the ridiculous notion that nothing I do will ever be good enough. I'm tired of pretty much everyone ( Read more... )

I left my cellphone in Somerville because I'm fucking stupid ( Read more... )

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Thanksgiving was good. I woke up at Raf's dad's and went to my parents. My dad and I walked in the woods, I read People magazine, and my mom and I made food. It was just my parents, my aunt and uncle, and my cousin at my aunt and uncle's this year, but it was nice. I drank too much wine and talked about "butt hash" and my mom bought Indian ice ( Read more... )

I will always want the things I do not have. I am so full of warmth and love for this little apartment and the meals I make and waking up to blue skies. I know I made the right decision leaving Amherst and coming here. I know this is what contentment is ( Read more... )

Raf and I have been passing back a cold for two weeks now. We wake up and sit in bed, sipping our coffee and coughing up our lungs. It's super cute ( Read more... )

It is too hot. I love the summer and that everything is fresh and alive and that my skin and hair are tinted from the sun. But it is too warm and I don't have time to go to the beach right now. Today has been a lazy day. I woke up and made myself breakfast and drank hot coffee and then laid in bed for most of the day. I am fine with that. I have ( Read more... )

I'm no fun anymore ( Read more... )