its been almost a year since my last post college is going well and me and heide broke up she is a fucking tree nut and not in a good way aj is my best friend and my tinananana fuck everybody else so yeah

so i am dating heide the 38 year old i told u about i went to the doctors i have a ct scan i don't know the date. i like school but i have absoulutely no free time. all my time is consumed with school, heide and sleep and things like laundry so thats why i really haven't touched base with u in awhile and im sorry but dont worry i am fine i will try ( Read more... )

so my party has been canceled and i probably won't get to have it till january. cuz my mom says there is too much going on cuz her step mom has cancer and my aunt is sick but its not like she likes her step mom and i dont know why my aunts daughter cant help her or her husband. and my friends never come and c me anymore. ash might as well be dead. ( Read more... )

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so I have been forced to go to affirmations again because tamara cant live a fucking single weekend without being here. grrr! i am 19 fucking years old and yes sometimes its fun but not all the time i wanna go to a rave or the bar not here. but at least tm i get to go out my friend from like 4ever ago gave tamara her new cell# and told her to have ( Read more... )

so I think i'm moving of course I don't want to but i cant deal with my family theres nothing here for me except wishy AJ ash and tamara. wishy took my roll of queen bitch everytime i see her shes whineing about AJ if AJs not around shes not happy and its seriously annoying. AJs never around because shes always busy and because she cant come to my ( Read more... )

2008 sux!!!! my mom is an insane psychotic bitch who should die!!! she needs to realize that i'm 18 almost 19 and needs to stay the fuck outta my life. and as a result of her stupidity i don't get to c aj or wishy like ever this sux sooooo bad!!! tamaras house started on fire and on new years and now she lives in a hotel and shes getting kicked out ( Read more... )

life has been so confusing lately. saturday i was with aj n tamara. then aj went with amy me n tamara stayed up n talked all night. sunday i got a rock thrown at my head when i was half asleep. not literly its a figure of speech for i got my heart broken. then i decided to drop out of high school. so today i went and took my books back and got to ( Read more... )

ok so my mom wanted me to get a job thats what she gets. me n wishy are going to apply at tycoons either today or tomorrow shes not happy about it but i need the money.

i never understand the point of having friends there suppost to be people that u can talk to and they listen or help u if they can the ones who make u feel up when u feel down. but for some reason when i'm down i have nobody and the ones who i do have aren't in the mood to help they have things things that are more important and i understand but ( Read more... )