I'm going to stop writing in here ( Read more... )

i'm afraid.
i need to get out,
i need to stay in.
i need to live.
i need to make people understand that i need to do things the way i need to do them.
i need to just be over all of this.
goddamn.

I hate this time of the year.
While most people can't wait for it,
I loathe it.
I hope it ends soon.
I can't stand all this.

nothing seems to fit ( Read more... )

so i haven't posted in a while ( Read more... )

becksh

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boobah of the world

so ( Read more... )

Life is just going very confusingly lately ( Read more... )

I'm really confused.
I keep having panic attacks.
I don't know what to do.
My life is unravelling before my eyes.
Nothing makes sense.
I'm so scared.
I'm so confused.
I'm not alive.
But time keeps moving.
And it won't let me catch up.

You know what ( Read more... )