Comments | bex_lovees_u: it's getting harder and harder to tell you the truth.

bex_lovees_u

it's getting harder and harder to tell you the truth.

Sep 19, 2007 16:21

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xdonthavelovex September 19 2007, 21:47:22 UTC

i love you, Bex.

bex_lovees_u September 20 2007, 19:45:03 UTC

i love you too, cherry.

emsrambles September 19 2007, 23:20:58 UTC

*hug*

Chicka, call me if you need to. I'm here if you need advice or to just rant.

bex_lovees_u September 20 2007, 19:45:29 UTC

i know.
i don't know what i'd do without you.

emsrambles September 20 2007, 20:41:44 UTC

you'd be a bit saner.

bex_lovees_u September 21 2007, 08:29:21 UTC

hahah.
i'm not so sure about that.
i think we just make each other crazier.

znews September 24 2007, 22:41:42 UTC

hey.

as long as you're with(in a sense) lee, you're not going to be able to move on. you need time to be away from him, if you want my opinion.

that, to me, is the only way you'll be able to get him out of your head. no one can forget something if it's right in front of their eyes. this is the same way. if you really want to move on, don't keep putting him in the way.

love you girl.

bex_lovees_u September 24 2007, 23:55:51 UTC

yea, i think part of the problem is that i don't want to move on though.
and it sucks.
right now, i'm listening to damien rice.
who is absolutely amazing.
however, the first time i listened to him,
was one night when i was with lee.
and his favorite song, accidental babies,
i just heard it for the first time a few minutes ago.
it's like, i just wish that part of it was like a message to me or something because it's always the song he talks about.

"Well I know I make you cry
And I know sometimes you wanna die
But do you really feel alive without me?
If so, be free
If not, leave him for me
Before one of us has accidental babies
For we are in love"

*sigh*

one day.
i'll be free, or i'll be with him.
i just don't know which one.