Today got somewhat better I guess. I made 130 dollars, me and my mom made up...sorta...starbucks at North Point called to set up an interview, and I'm SUPPOSED to go out with Elle and K*lah tonight. The cuts on my arm aren't very deep so they should go away in a few days. I just hope my mom doesn't find em =/. They were just to stop me from hurting ( Read more... )

I have some real anger problems. This morning she was yelling at me because I "didn't get ready fast enough". I woke up at 8! Then I did the usual, like put on clothes and brushed my teeth and shit. Within 5 minutes shes like "AHH what the fuck are you doing? Hurry up before I smack you" That is word for word. So I went downstairs and like ate ( Read more... )

Eh. Today was nothing special. Weeded a little. Played some video games. Ate Dinner, now I'm here. That was the extent of my day. Yeah. It really sucked actually. I didn't go out to night so yeah.

Yeah, so I went out earlier and I apparently had to stop at the High School for some Job Working permit, and I guess that Theatre thing ended and then the love of my life Sarah Rubard came out and we talked for a few. She hit me with a bag of makeup so I told her she was fat and needed to lose weight. I laughed. I didn't see Noelle though, I'm not ( Read more... )

If you look real closely you might have noticed that I've been changing a few things in the journal. Nothing serious just a few minor changes they won't affect the writing at all. Just thought I'd let you know. Another thing is that I update the Journal depending on how I feel, that is anywhere between 0-3 updates a day so stop asking me for more ( Read more... )

Okay so after today I needed a good night out. So I picked up mah gangsta and we went to the usual place. It was pretty tight in the beggining. We chilled listend to Metal and I talked to Elle, who was really sweet to me which made me feel good. Then Chriss came over and we watched SOME of Spice World. Then my gangster ass beat Taylor in Pool. Then ( Read more... )

Today was fucking awful. I woke up and started like weeding my neibghors house. And then somehow something got into my eye and lodged itself under my eyelid. It then cut my eye multiple times and injured UNDERNEATH my eyelid. So it bled for like 5 hours and my eye watered too. I took a nap for 3 hours but woke up every 15 minuites to clean the ( Read more... )

Yeah, I'm updating for many reasons. One being im bored off my ass. Taylor didn't come home today so we didn't go out so I'm sitting on my ass watching my nuts shrink. A second being this conversation ( Read more... )

Okay well I got my SOL scores back today. I almost failed Chemistry but I pulled off a Pass Advanced on the SOL with missing 3 questions! How does that work? I guess the ONLY explaination was that I pwn chemistry and Mrs. Waters can't teach shit. Go Bexar! Oh yeah, I passed the Geometry SOL with a 492 and History with a 499. I was so pissed about ( Read more... )

You know what, I figured something out. Me being gay doesn't stop the problem of me still liking women. Oh well, fuck it. I'll be straight I'll just try and loosen up on the whole likeing people thing. Maybe it will get easier when school starts. Eh, I'll just have fun for now. Thought I'd say it anyways.