Words cannot express how I feel at the moment. I feel as if I have lost all hope in humanity itself. I feel as if I have been abandoned by everyone that I was close to. Why I feel like this i am not able to decipher, however life just does not feel the same as it once did. I believe that I hav elost many friends recently and that others are falling ( Read more... )

I have been thinking lately alot about friendship and people in general in the last few weeks as many of you can see and I have concluded thourgholy that ARI PWNS J00 NOOBS ( Read more... )

This post is addressed to those whose names are written here. However I know that others will read these posts but, I would at least appreciate if you were not one of the two ladies mentioned that you had the decency in you not to ridicule them or comment on this post ( Read more... )

I have had tonight a sort of revelation about my life and what I should do with it. As time and people have proven, through their thoughts, words and deeds towards me it has become apparent that my chance for love and relationships while in my time in Herndon are futile. I am unsure as to what my major faults are and what prevent me from fathering ( Read more... )

I have brought back this journal to convey this single message which was dawned upon me tonight January 12th 2005 at roughly 8:50 PM. After trying to shorten it in order to fit into an away message I have decided to leave it to its entirety. Feel free to post upon it. While the journal will not contain how my life goes I will put down some thoughts ( Read more... )

Haha wow, I haven't fucking posted forever. I've been so goddamn busy with school and Inherit The Wind. It turned out well and my Grades were a 3.5 GPA. Guess thats okay. Just thought I'd update because my life isn't so bad anymore. Not emo bad, just busy. Im getting trained to do food at work and It's hard as shit but I'll make good money once I ( Read more... )

Pictures From Saturday Night.

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These just occured to me ( Read more... )

Okay so not much has really happened this week. School went fine, PSAT's were easy as shit. However I learned that I have to take the SAT's next month if I'm gonna take the old ones. So yeah...Oh well. Friday blew so much cock. I went to work at 4:30 expecting to be off by like 8ish or so. But my manager cut everyone else besides me. So I didn't ( Read more... )

Never felt better. I have reached a point where I have just given up all hope more or less. If you want to fuck up your life good luck with it. Not my problem. I'll be here but I'm just going to be an apathetic. Anyways, this weekend. Drank so goddamn much saturday. Don't rememeber much, I do remember hitting on taylors already drunk sister and ( Read more... )