Everything seems to be working against me. Things were great with me & Tolga sunday and through the day monday but then it all fell apart, he let me down big time again. Im trying so hard to hold together the very little of what we have left & he doesnt seem to care. Ive had a really bad day with it & im just devestated that after such a wonderul ( Read more... )

Back from Scotland. It was ok, not the best trip ive had but not the worst. We did argue quite a bit but we were also happy alot too. im not making any big decisions on our future untill i have time to see if things at home are changing or not. It was lovely to see amy and alan and amys new partner david. We all got on well and the weather was ok ( Read more... )

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Gran Canaria was ok, not as good as the 1st time - more of a relaxing holiday this time rather than going out raving every night. Got a gud tan but its faded & im white as always! Read quite a few books while i was away atually & i recomend Anna Maxted's Running in Heels (nothing 2 do with shoes funnily enough). A friend gave it 2 me 4 pure irony ( Read more... )

If i believed in superstition i would very clearly state that my last post jinxed my relationship! As i dont, ill juts say - Its over.This is why i dont get in to relationships, i get hurt ( Read more... )

Im so bored of this journal it kills me. Dya know when u just cant be botherd anymore? I feel im writting but its meaningless ( Read more... )

Since the last Post: I dragged my mate & her bf out & she ended up getting arrested for beating someone up who robbed her phone then went missing : Me, Tolga & Taz almost got caught with coke & had to run upstairs & climb from the resturants top floor, trust me im a girl, dont do climbing : Me & the DJ Luvvva (ex) get on SOO much better nowdays, he ( Read more... )

So much has been going on recently i doint know where 2 begin. Lynsey my married friend is back from Belize, 4 good. They just couldnt make a life out there & they werent giving her residency so her husband is applying 4 a visa and coming 2 the UK. When she went back there i expressed my feelings 2 her in all honesty which with her isnt the easiest ( Read more... )

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