i hate this

[bexter403]

sometimes i get so depressed about things that are out of my control.... i have no one to turn to ... my bestfriend is away at college and she never has time for me and she never even calls me back... my sister is about to have a baby and i am sooo excited but i am gonna miss times with my sister before gianna..... i miss lauren cuz she never let

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[kuhtootie]

thank you for being so incredibly honest through that whole thing. i can't wait to come home to you bex. i'm sorry for what i've put our friendship through and for not being the friend you needed when you needed. i am excited for your future because i know you have one and it's gonna rock you hard. i love you becky ann.

[dr_lam]

i'm sorry that you have to go through this hard time, but i know that our God is faithful and will remain faithful to you during this storm. You're going through a really hard time, and it's ok that it feels like crap, but you have to know that it will only make you stronger. You can let the circumstances you are in and other stupid people hold you back, or you can choose to not be a victim and perservere. You are one of the most loyal and passionate people I know, but you give up sometimes. life is gunna be hard. especially right now, but i believe that if you do get out there you can get another job, meet awesome people and take control of the life so many have tried to screw up. people suck. the ONLY person you can trust is God...that's right, even i suck big time. we hurt each other cuz we suck. God is good no matter what. i'll be home in a week and we can be unemployed together. i miss you, too.
muchlove:lauren

[holler_bac]

now that you've vented, go out there and make something of yourself. it's not too late. it's never too late. but missed opportunities are something that everyone always regrets. so don't miss anymore of them.

[bexter403]

i love all three of u soooo much

[vballmama]

BECKS! I don't have anything profound to say right now, but I hear you. Cry out these true feelings to the Father. He hears. He cares. He ALONE is always trustworthy. Becky, I have felt abandoned, neglected, betrayed, overlooked, hurt and disappointed with people in the past. I know that trusting others is hard (especially when people aren't always trustworthy). I've come to realize that when I open my heart up to people, I really am trusting God to take care of me, no matter what they do. Can He be your best friend? Can you trust your relationships to Him and ask him to work in the midst of the mess? Will you trust enough to look forward to a future that He is planning for you with hope?
I love you Becky. I love your honesty. I love your passion. I love how deeply you care. Don't give up.