awww man live journal where the heck have u been.. ever since facebook i have been not on the site at all.. so tonight i am suppose to have a talk with someone and i am not all about that... and i am so excited/ scared to be back in school i just hope i dont screw it up this time...

I have (I have) you breathing down my neck (breathing down my neck ( Read more... )

so there is is this boy/guy and i think i really like him but now when i am around him i get into the weird mood where i dont want to be alone with him cuz we doint know each other that well plus he is higher up then me at work so what if that is not allowed plus i am weird what to do becky what to do?>

God, please now my future see, make it clear where I should be. Open windows, close the doors, not my will, my God, but Yours

so i have been reading these books the last few weeks and they are soooo great..... i really needed them and at this time in my life for sure.... i am ready to take chances and ready to be joyful for once in my life... i am the kind of person that looks at the negative things in a situation and focus' on that but not anymore cuz through this series ( Read more... )

so lately i have been noticing myself drifting away from all my friendships... i just feel like i put too much into them and never get what i want out of them... not to be selfish but i never feel like i am treated the way i treat my friends.... correction except for liz and lauren and danny they always make me feel welcome and want me around.. but ( Read more... )

anyone out there really wish u could have something and u know u will never get it? thats me right now i want it soooo bad but its never gonna happend and thats that... i should have learned that years ago about this thing but i just havent yet given up never....

so in about 20 mins people will be arriving at my house and i am excited... in the past few weeks i have been faced with my past alot... i have had incounters with friends that are no longer in my life , having awkward how have u been kind of convos...i found out things about my last job that kind of suck... an old friend wanted to hang out but due ( Read more... )

so today my sister gave birth to a little baby girl name Gianna Joanne Genarella at 3:37am.... my sis and joey are sooo happy to be parents and unlce benny and I are so happy to be the aunt and uncle to this little baby.... its so weird that yesterday my sister was pregnant and today she is a mom.... i love her so much and i have missed seeing ( Read more... )

sometimes i get so depressed about things that are out of my control.... i have no one to turn to ... my bestfriend is away at college and she never has time for me and she never even calls me back... my sister is about to have a baby and i am sooo excited but i am gonna miss times with my sister before gianna..... i miss lauren cuz she never let ( Read more... )