YEA SO I HAVENT WRITTEN IN THIS FOR A WHILE.. BUT ITS LIKE NOW THAT I AM HAPPY WITH MY LIFE SORT OF I DONT NEED THIS TO POUR OUT MY FEELINGS ON... I DO HAVE ONE THING TO SAY THOUGH ... I AM SICK OF LIKING A GUY AND THEN GETTING SO OBSESSED WITH THEM THAT I LOOSE THEIR FRIENDSHIP ... NO MORE I TELL U NO MORE....... AND I WOULD LIKE TO ANNOUCE THAT I ( Read more... )

I GOT THE JOB....... I WILL BE WORKING AT BANFIELD PET HOSPITAL IN SCHAUMBURG>>>> thanx to dielle my bud..... i am soo glad i skipped work last week to go to my observation at banfield and then go fired cuz i wanted this job more then that other boring one and now i will make more have a better job and be full time .... thank u god for allow this ( Read more... )

so i decided to catch up on my reading today and i am gonna share something with ya'll ( Read more... )

packing for geleana ... call me cell or text me so i dont get bored all weekend......i am soooo sad freinds ends next thursday forever i am gonna cry sooo much... anyone who wants to is invited to my house that night to watch the series finale with jaimes and i and the furios tooo... we will have food maybe sandwiches like joey likes =(

kristy and i are gonna go see a movie go us ... i have missed hanging with my girl ko ..camp is coming soon i need to go to camp i need my camp...... well g2g

ok work listening to john mayer.... tomorrow is observation day wish me luck y'all.... ems kristy not this weekend but the next we need to hang u two should come to hike for life with lauren and i ..... robyn is having a girl ya baby... i cant wait to but her gifts... g2g b4 me boss catches me online peace y'alll.....

so here i am off my zoloft for a week now and having major depression and bad head aches...... i cant take this n-e more...so much crap is being thrown at me this week that i might go crazy..... so i found out yet another person i know has cheated on their spouse... when will people stop being sooo selfish...... the more i hear about people ( Read more... )

Strong Enough To Break ( Read more... )

every have one of those days were u cry and u dont know why u are feeling so down........ i just want this wedding to be all over with...... is it too much to ask for a little happiness in my life?? i know i am not gonna get into elmhurst which really sucks ..... i just want to fastfoward to the part o my life where i actually have feelings for ( Read more... )

im twisted cause one side of me is tellin me that i need to move on on the other side i wanna break down and cry......

what to do ? who to trust? when to stop? where to go? why so hard? why do i have these feelings all over again all the time ......