ok so i moved back to the valley. I need to refocus. I need to get my shit together. I have an advantage. I have a support system. Some bitchy friends that will call me on my shit. I have a stable family and cheap rent. I might have a way to get a new(er) car. (god willing) I am going to re-start school in a month. Then in October I will transfer ( Read more... )

I'm doing really well.i'm in school and i'm awesome. but i'm and up to par in the other parts of my life. i need job. i quit joels but i still work at the salon. so i have some money but just not enough. and i want to be in some sort of a relationship. or something. i don't know. i kind of like this boy but it's probably nothing.i don't know. i ( Read more... )

so i'm sitting here at epic.i'm starving. i want to ask victor if i can bake empanadas with him but that might be creepy. i don't really know him. i like making new friends. schools going well. my jobs are too. I'm doing well. I'm changing alot. it's nice. I'm more grown up i think. more mature. it's amazing how one can grow so much in such a short ( Read more... )

i can't fall asleep tonight and 'm okay with that. 'm feeling odd. whatever.

my love is like WHOA! sO HERE I AM DRUNK. typing sounda like tap dancing to me. hahaha ( Read more... )

today shaped up to pretty cool...i showered got a job hung out with an awesome boy went and got scripts to unpack hung out with my girls....can't ask for more

shit ( Read more... )

so what's so wrong with me? Why do involve myself with guys that don't give a fuck about me? seriously.my kidneys hurt. I'm so drunk. I need sleep. i just kicked the ashtray.ow. i hurt. my heart is destroyed. and yet i keep on.....

So I've come to realize that making an effort gets you nowhere. It just doesn't fucking matter.
I need to stop feeling everything.

So I walked out on my job yesterday. I got too mad and I couldn't turn back. My boss pushed me around too hard too many times. I need to find a new job. Emma and I are going to put together a resume. I'm going to try to get some sort of secretarial job. Maybe go to a temp agency. I can't be in the food service industry any longer ( Read more... )