mm to update QUICKLY ( Read more... )

yep. my headline/subject thing, is 100% true. everybody knows it. ( : hmhm ( Read more... )

Well.. havn't written forever.. buttt today I decided, well.. what the heck! hah.. actually, it was cause talked to me about layouts and such and reminded me I kind of HAD this thing.. hahah...

Anyways.. umm not a whole lot to say I guess. Just wanted to say, I went out with Austin yesterday after school to go and talk.. and that went really really ( Read more... )

yah, so today sucks/sucked. i don't even really want to talk like to ANYONE. i am like ah.... spdgjosdig i cried my eyes out earlier, then had to go to freakin youth group and try to amek me face look okay in the two minutes i had before i left the house and however long of a drive. sodghodsig ugh... luckily, worship was going, so it was all dark ( Read more... )

So, i havn't written in foorr EVER. gosh.. August 8th to be exact! Meanwhile, it's October...well what do you know! October 8th! Two freakin months. hmhm ( Read more... )

even the best fall down sometime
even the wrong words seem to rhyme
out of the doubt that fills my mind
i somehow find
you and i collide

mmm...good song for him and howwww i feel right now. even through all the stupid doubt my mom and people keep putting through my head, i don't really careeeeee. i like him too much............

i dunno. pretty crappy mood right now. crying. and not. at the same time....sdgoihsdoighsdg. mom is being really gay about austin which she has been doing a LOT lately and it's really making me upset. basically, to put it in a bubble or whatever, she pretty much makes me feel like i'm not good enough for him and all this junk and that i'm annoying ( Read more... )

school's out. second official day of no school. yay ( Read more... )

this has been the freakin suckiest weekend EVER ( Read more... )

wow. i swear. he is the best. ever. ever....ever ever ever ever ( Read more... )