I give up...im just going to let it eat my heart away untill theres nothing left

[beyonddarkness8]

I was going to tell him...
just now...
then BAM...i get hit in the heart with a silver bullet. 
Why does this always happen to me? 
Is God trying to tell me that love is something made for everyone but me. 
Is he saying "Katie, give up, your never going to find someone who loves you"
 Well thats what i hear.

Everyone i love has someone else to love. 
Why

Comments

[lost_n_dreams]

What guy is this?

God isn't saying that, Katie. Maybe its fate that you wont be with this one.. cause in the end you could get hurt worse than you're hurting now, and he's preventing it. Or if you got with him.. then a new guy might come around who would be even better for you, but you'd be with someone else.

And about the last part. Um.. totally agree. totally. But I guess we just have to wait. It's hard, I know. But it'll be worth it in the end.

[beyonddarkness8]

Your a great friend. Thanks for the peptalk...it made me feel loads better in the love department. Thanks

[hell_bound_fate]

omg. what is the freaking deal? i left a comment on here like the first day you posted this!! where is it? this has happened to me several times. thats gay. well... now after ashleys comment..i cant even try to leave a comment. i'm a really crappy friend when it comes to this stuff. im sorry katie. and i know how you feel. i cant say anything else or ashley will make me sound retarted. hey..one day..when i get a job...were just gonnna go have a day together..im gonna pay for us to eat lunch..and get manicures and pedicures and massages...and just be girls. ok? ok. i dont care if you dont want to spend a day with me..its gonna happen. lol. thats my way of being a good friend and saying i love you.

[beyonddarkness8]

Sounds good to me.