Its crazy how every time i get on here I read the last post i made and Ive changed so much since the last one. Its crazy. Its like where the HELL did the time go? Its been almost a year since my Pa died and i made that post last year and April but it seems like just months ago. I still find myself crying over him when i think about it. Man how time ( Read more... )

Tonight is a sad night. Were pretty much all sitting around waiting for my grandpa to die. Dad got a call around six o clock that Pa had suddenly taken a turn for the worst. His organs are failing. They gave him 2 hours-2 days. Dad was on a business trip only two hours away at the time so he was able to drive there tonight. Were the only relatives ( Read more... )

So. Its over. Were done guys.

I know were all going our seperate ways...so i just wanted to ask you two to leave a comment or send me a message on myspace. Anything, just to leave on a happy note. Tell me, What i did for you, or didnt do, How I made an impact in your life, good or bad, anything you have to say that youve always wanted to say...

so, my life the past two weeks has been really good during the weekends. It started Friday, two weeks ago. Rachel has always talked about wanting me to come to her church and meet everyone. But its in Willis so i never really wanted to drive that far. Well Friday she was having a party with some of the guys from her church. She invited me to come ( Read more... )

This is the most un-Christmassy Christmas I've had yet. Christmas used to be my favorite holiday. I just loved everything about it. This year...was disappointing ( Read more... )

My Pa went into the hospital the other day. His Parkensins Disease is taking over. I dont think he's gonna make it much longer. Hes starting to have a lot of mental problems. He can't recall things at all anymore...and its really upsetting my dad how bad he is getting. I've never seen my dad hurt like this, but when he was talking about him I could ( Read more... )

My mom is driving me up a fucking wall. Every minute of the day. I Can Not stand her. I dont know what is wrong with me but I cant stand ANYTHING she does or says. Really. like anything. Just her walking in the room makes me want to yell at her to go away ( Read more... )

So.....

I'm pretty sure I'm falling for Jake again.

DUMB.

DUMB.

DUMB.

I just got over him a year ago.

DAMNIT.

Sitting here right now, filling out a job application, I've realized how much i hate myself. All the bad characteristics about myself. There really are so many. I think the only one i can say that is good, is that I'm compassionate, and that still gets people annoyed with me, and gets me in trouble. I really dont understand why people are friends ( Read more... )

this place is deserted ( Read more... )