with a bottle and a knife, i'm contemplating life...

well anyways. the last few years have been fucked up. i've become the biggest pothead i know.(not bragging)... i have been in a relationship for the past 3 years with a girl named keri. she's great but we have our moments. she'll never understand a man's brain. and vice versa so what the hell, ya know. i went from working at mcdonalds which i ( Read more... )

i just read my old entries. i was a loser. i'm so glad that the me who wrote those did actually die. but here i am now. all fixed and all better. not that anyone in the world even reads my journal. now i'm just gonna use it for my band lyrics and stuff.

this is nothing more than a goodbye...

i'm laying in bed ( Read more... )

i've missed this journal. God it's been forever since i've had the chance to get on ( Read more... )

Jen- i'm sorry for the constant trouble i must cause in your life. i'm sorry for the feelings you must feel inside when i tell you i can't be with you. i apologize for the times where it seems like i string you along. i am so sorry about all the pain, anger, depression, and confusion you've ever felt due to me ( Read more... )

i don't get it at all. i am so confused. i don't understand how a 17 year old mind can contain such depression. yes i am diagnosed with depression so yes i feel lows that many others will never feel in their life but what is the depth of my lows ( Read more... )

I'm a banana ( Read more... )

i had a conversation with a few people that opened my eyes ( Read more... )