God, I heart Ebay. My Hugo Boss Blazer came in today...almost makes me as happy as Marie does. ALMOST. But it cant wear dresses and look pretty and talk to me and gigglefy me. Im being all mushy...mushier than my tushy. Im retarded happy right now, I cant explain it. A far cry from the other day when I was more down than Paris Hilton at a bachelor ( Read more... )

My life has been getting progressively more sad it seems. =( Every day now I just get overwhelmed by loneliness...even in front of the people I like the most. What the fuck is wrong with me? Why cant I just be happy and carefree? I know everyone gets down, I know thats its alright for me to be this way...but not this fucking much. Im sick of it, I ( Read more... )

Well, I might as well keep writing in this damn thing, itll help me with my piss poor memory, ill appreciate it someday. Anyhoot, today was like, a triple shot of happiness compared to yesterday, woohoo! First, I woke my ass up at 7, got all purdy, then left for my 2 hour gay drive to avon park...i wasnt expecting to see anyone at el sfcc, but shit ( Read more... )

Damn you Lauranne for making me sign up for this. Anyway, this will prolly be my first and last message, since I will probably forget about it until months from now, then decide its not worth it to start over and all that jazz. But yeah, I hate boring weekends. I was supposed to get my transcripts from community college sent to UF...that didnt ( Read more... )