Im so sleepy. Damn air conditioning guys coming at like 8 in the morning. At least Im finally getting out of bitch ass Orlando today. I hope. If they actually give me my car back. That would be swell. No one is here, makes me sad. Ive been lonely for days. Eh, theyll come back. Well, Im just waiting for 1 person to come back ;) Hopefully Ill have ( Read more... )

Thank you for calling me, Kat. Youre really one of the few girls I feel comfortable around. And also thanks to my sister-in-law. I feel a lot better now; finally some girls I dont feel like I have to impress. Now if only I could get this feeling to move over to every girl I meet...

A friend? Ive been asking myself this a lot as of late. And Ive still yet to come toa conclusion. Is it someone you spend time with ona regular basis, someone you can talk to anything about, someone who goes out of their way to make you feel loved? I have no idea, and I dont think I ever will. Friends are what I long for...but what do I even want ( Read more... )

Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo Beer and Bacardi and hookah = Paul hhappy time. =) Been so long since ive drank...i needed this.yuyknow, something for me to get away with, im so sick of being home and doing nothing. not that alcohol cures my problems, i just like to get away every now and then. ireally miss Marie...I feel so terrible I didnt see ( Read more... )

So yeah, I felt like writing my random opinion on relationships, since it seems that all my guy friends believe the quickest way to a girls heart is through her pants...and although this may be true in some instances, it is hard for me to believe in that philosophy. Why am I branded as different? Is it because Im in college and Im supposed to be ( Read more... )

My toilet overflowed, ive got a recreation of Waterworld in my bathroom, minus the shitty acting of Kurt Douglas. *Sigh* and Ive gotta study a shitload of stuff for my exam...god dammit, tomorrow is really not going to be one of my good days. Hell, I dont even have anything to eat...and then Im gonna have to go back home to Wauchula...ugh, I hate ( Read more... )

Last night was amazing...from a purely "I felt like myself" standpoint. I havent had a conversation like that in forever...I hope Im able to sustain this newfound personality of mine. My brother scares me in his sleep...he kept on sitting up and mumbling crap to me...and since he shaved his head, he looks like a nazi, and im just waiting for him to ( Read more... )

For my brothers sanity. As his days pass in Baghdad, I can slowly see him changing, from someone who always brough joy into others to a fractured version of his former self. I pray that once he is out of that cesspit, that the things he has bore witness to do not affect his mind and his heart. *Sigh* Everything I talk about now is depressing, ( Read more... )

And I dont know hy. Oh well. So today I had a gay ass Geography exam...pretty easy, but its stupid. Got 2 tests tomorrow...anthropology and Humanities, more easy poop. This weekend was semi fun...full of food, adventure, love, and fighting! But not really...saw my momma, stayed at my brothers house, got me some pants for yoga finally, got some more ( Read more... )

Seems like I go from happy to sad with relative ease nowaday...what the hell causes this...