I wrote this shortly before the wedding (which was amazing ( Read more... )

I found this in my drafts folder in gmail (where I keep a lot of random things) and felt this needed to be shared. I believe I wrote this last summer ( Read more... )

aaaaaahhhh STRESS. Why so I feel so burdened this week ( Read more... )

Man, this thing has been neglected. But I'm starting to feel like I might go mad if I don't write some of this stuff down ( Read more... )

It takes a lot of courage to do follow your instincts ( Read more... )

holy poop. long time no write. although considering I have only three hours to myself everyday and am always busy on the weekends, this is no surprise ( Read more... )

blast from the past, september 2004:

top 5 aspirations for college:

1. perform
2. fall in love
3. perform
4. travel
5. perform.

mission accomplished.

I'm ok, and going to continue to be ok.

I graduated.

I moved into my apartment in NJ.

I got a job in the industry I wanted.

I realized last minute just how possible it is to start over, to feel loved, confident, and happy. genuinely happy. and it came from the most random place....spending time with Yak, Jen and KTodd ( Read more... )

wow. I miss Logan a lot right now. his birthday was on Monday, and it was probably the first time (or one of the very few) in the past 15 years that I haven't wished him a happy birthday. he hasn't spoken to me in about a year...ignores my messages, makes no effort to contact me. last year, he wrote me this incredibly sweet poem for my birthday. ( Read more... )

hello Doubt, old friend ( Read more... )