I hate these rotting meatsacks humans are trapped in. I reached that point of knowledge, of understanding again and I couldn't GO UP. I could feel the inside of my head holding me inside. As if I was trapped by mortality, as if my body was holding me down, attatching me to this earth, preventing me from flying even higher. I plan on trying ( Read more... )

I'm not really all that interested in Livejournal anymore but I've been aksed to update it, so whatever. I'm not too sure who reads this anymore. I started writing fiction again and it feels damn good. Such fun, how I've missed it. My summer has been boring as fuck so far but I don't mind. I'm happy as hell. I'm sort of at peace I suppose, ( Read more... )

1) I like pale girls. Girls who have been baked, not so much ( Read more... )

One last full week of school +2 days and I'm outta there. Grades are currently terrible but I can pull them all up to passing before school is out. Besides, no one looks at how good your grades were during freshman year ( Read more... )

I had a dream about her again. Who the hell is she? She has to be real, she's been there for far too long not to be. Does she represent someone? Is she a real person I haven't met yet? I would say I just imagined her, but she... FEELS like she should be a real person. Is it normal to have an emotional attraction to a girl you've only met in ( Read more... )

I don't suppose I feel too well. I'm not sick, as someone interpreted it very shallowly. I'm sort of... confused. Confusion is not a word that's unfamiliar to me, however, it seems to ring loud and chaotically in my mind recently. The echo of it is bouncing off of every crack and crevice in my skull, and it makes things incredibly difficult. I ( Read more... )

Time flies when you're doing shit. This has been the most uneventful week all year... and... it's over already. I was sick two days with "The Plague" a terrible disease spreading across Rochester. Only time will tell if it can hold up to its reputation. I noticed today that my writing has been ceasing altogether and it makes me sad. I've had ( Read more... )

I take back that last entry. I don't regret it at all. All guilt has seeped out of my conscious. It doesn't bug me anymore. Could it have something to do with the fact that she hung out with a 20 year old guy until 1:30 in the morning the day after she broke up with me and was determined that it was innocent? Maybe. Regardless, I don't care ( Read more... )

Fuck you all ( Read more... )

Why don't you all make good use of yourselves and make yourselves into steaks for me.

Gooooodnight.

P. FREAKIN S. I love Sarah like super freakin uber and she's the most amazing thing that has ever happened to me freakin ever and She ROCKSSSSSSSSSSSS.

The end.