damnit

[beyondthesmile]

my fast lasted 62 hours and then i totally binged...5 donuts and 2 peanut butter cookies...i tried to purge but no go...so i just took 14 laxatives instead...today i threw up again (before the binge)...in the hallway at school..i felt like a little kid..but i haven't eaten anything since the donuts so i'm not as upset anymore..and i went to the gym

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oh man

[hoobastankme]

id you puke infront of everyone?? man thats imbarrassing, i farted in class once really loud and i was SO red so i can just imagine puking!! wowzers!!! by the way how old are you?? too bad you didnt binge out of fruits or veggies!! just a question.. whats the best kind of juice you can drink to fill you up?? i am drinking water(yum) and cranberry juice and that fills me up really fast, but then i tried orange juice and that filled me up fast too. what one would you choose?

Re: oh man

[beyondthesmile]

hmm i'd choose the cranberry juice cuz it seems to go through your system faster...yeah it wasn't that embarassing though cuz i used to be a druggie so i've puked in front of people many times...and i'll be 18 may 9th