is nothing more than a giant to-do list of tasks that will likely never be completed before i eventually die.

"Don’t bullshit me george, I don’t want to waste the I time, I don’t see you that much, you come from my body remember? You’re my baby boy, the same kid who would jump off a mountain if someone told him he couldn’t do it. you havn’t changed that much, have ya? wowwww, hm, I know what you’re up to, not everything but I get the picture, and I don’t ( Read more... )

Every time I leave new York city it feels like something colossal is taking place. As I bob back and forth in the back of a taxi cab, head phones on, music playing, just crossing the crest of a bridge til the skyscrapers of my neighborhood fall back and fade into oblivian, it's like I'm living out a closing scene at the end of another act of the ( Read more... )

how some girls (especially the one im involved with) seem to have the tendency to be so god damned impulsive and irrational about things ( Read more... )

love neutral milk hotel.

so much.

and it always seems that i lose sight of this fact, only to be reminded at the most unexpected times.

i feel surprisingly content. its almost sublime

like a fool.

youre right ( Read more... )

come here and snuggle and bat your big dark sleepy eyes at me and make me feel better.

with a sexy haircut, new clothes, a smile on her face. my own personal barbie doll. i couldnt make myself stop smiling even when i tried. i fell head over heels all over again.

then she told me how she plans to leave again. for good.

i guess i havent posted much here lately because ive been a little too happy to do so? iunno, im not going to say i havent had time, true or false, because i always hate to hear anyone with that cop out, especially when its myself. i love my girl a whole bunch, theres no doubt about it, but i do wish she'd let me be myself a bit more sometimes. i ( Read more... )