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[beyourself2day]

I have realized that it is too hard to try and cheer someone up time after time after individuals talk about problems with their significant others, but then it is okay right after they talk to that significant other. I mean, you try to be there for them, but you know it will be fine after, so the words become hollow. Kind of like a robotic

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[brooklynpirates]

i understand how you feel. i understand what it feels like not to have something that you want with all your heart. i know that we have time cause we're still young but it like we don't have all that much time. to me, at least, it kind of feels like i'm being left out in a way. but then again, maybe i have no business talking about it. i don't know.

[etrnaloptimist4]

gee i wonder who this is aimed at amanda. i am sorry okay? i have insecurities. i get frustrated. it is a feeling in the moment. it's nice to have someone to talk to about it, but if you don't want to hear it i will keep it out of our conversations. i know you hear the same old story over and over, and you are not the only one. i am becoming quite predictable. hm i wonder what her problem with mike is now. it's dumb and childish but it just helps me to vent to someone. you don't have to be that someone. i actually did decide that from now on i will keep all details of my relationship to myself until i am asked. you will never have to hear me mention anything about it again. it will be hard at first, but i am just becoming an annoyance to everyone.

[etrnaloptimist4]

Ok I wasn't trying to sound snotty in my last entry, just honest. I know you have enough on your plate right now, and I do not need to burden you, because that's exactly what I'm doing. You walk away feeling like you didn't accomplish anything with me, but you always do. You always always make me feel better. I treasure your words, Amanda. I know how much they mean to you. In the words of Josie Geller, high school student class of 1999 "Words are my Life!" You and Josie have some things in common, now if only you could get a romance going with a hot prof... wait let's save that for Tasha lol. Really though, if you think your words aren't getting you anywhere they are. They can also get you in trouble though so be careful. Ok I think I have redeemed myself. If not wait a couple days and THEN maybe you'll feel sorry. Oh yes you will feel like begging my forgiveness! Maybe not but we'll see... what develops. Voy a darle algo muy especial pero no puedes saber que es!