i feel a little better now after talking things over with mike. he says this break will bring us closer together because we are the same as we were before, but without the title (and its benefits) so now we are just reeeeaaaally good friends i guess. i know i will not see him nearly as much as i used to, which kills me but whatever. it sucks, but i ( Read more... )

Why is it that nothing can go right in my life? Do I not deserve happiness? Today, and this has been just today, I found out my worst fears. Shall I list them? Sorry not trying to weigh down on you guys, this is more for venting purposes than anything ( Read more... )

so, it always takes me a while to figure out how to do things, or do them correctly at least, so um where am i going with this? oh yea... how do you guys have fun little personalizations like ann's star emotion thingy or tasha's pet (i know i'll get crap for not remembering what it was). i've been looking all over, but i still do not understand ( Read more... )

I am so excited for tonight gals. I have been 110% unable to focus on my homework, many factors involved there, one of them being thoughts/worries of my friends. I think we need to check on each other once in a while and make sure we are all okay. There was a while there where I felt so alone, and you don't just wanna say PAY ATTENTION TO ME! (well ( Read more... )

I am truly amazed at what can change between people in a matter of hours. Yesterday Amanda and I were planning a double date so she could meet Mike and now... it hurts to mention it. I have also seen another side of my friends that I'm not sure I agree with. Why can't we all be happy for each other in whatever each other chooses to pursue? Hos over ( Read more... )