i cant believe how long it has been since i last wrote in this thing. everything is different! i live somewhere new, im doing something new (altho i wish i wasnt!) i have a whole new set of friends and i am single (little bit too long now for my liking) i probably never would have ever written in this again if it wasnt for the fact i hate uni so ( Read more... )

Haha! LONG TIME NO SEE. so nobody reads this but nevermind that. I am going to university on saturday, and i'm shaking in my shoes, to put it politely. I was readin back over the ol' livejournal, its like a little bit of history frozen in words! but thank god its not like that anymore.2002 - officially the worst year EVER EVER EVER. and altho i ( Read more... )

my my its been such a long time. lookin back from this time last year im sooo incredibly happy! everything seems to have worked out perfect and its not often you can say that about a situation, considering how much it sucked! the odd thing is, remembering how i felt, altho its difficult, none of it was exaggerated ( Read more... )

I just won the Grand National. (well, i backed the winning horse)oooh yes. and i have two weeks off. mmmm, yes please.

Is there anything better than getting new underwear? No? i did't think so. Its really under-rated..especially at xmas. Possibly havin a laugh at the expense of who fancy themselves as the last of the red hot lovers after a few months or so comes in second. We see through you, and we don't believe! Ya didnt expect this did ya! hahah! Its a good ( Read more... )

yup...well, been a while really hasnt it. I want to live in aberdeen. It's like xmas all year round, n has lots of happy memories. only thing is if i DID, it wouldnt be like it used to. I dont want it to rain all weekend, it makes me feel depressed, and i think of all the homeless people. I want to see Mikee, i have a present for him. Maybe i'll ( Read more... )

la la la la im ahppy n i shouldnt be cos im living in a stupid dream where i'm seeing things that dont exsist, and creating silly situations that'll never come alive. Don't let one stupid, meaningless conversation do this to you erin, thats what they all say but they just dont see, they just dont understand what it meant to ME. They dont know, they ( Read more... )

i feel weird..there's nothing to be unhappy about realistically, but i feel kinda "glum". That thin concerning you-know-who has kinda freaked me out. like when ur spinning round n round fast and u stop, n everything is fucked, for a wee while. Something simple like a name. Stupid,it seems so insignificant, but it feels like it's all been an ( Read more... )

well...thats it man..last night was a fuckin disaster, after i'd looked forward to it so much. i feel a bit sad about fraser going to uni, i mean it shouldn't really matter to me i guess, but it makes me feel a bit unsettled. I think its just cos i was so used to things the way they were, now its not gonna be like that again. or maybe it ties in ( Read more... )

I'm scared, really scared. All this UCAS stuff...it's so very serious and i feel like saying "STOP!" and having everything slow down and give me a chance to fucking think, think about if i'm doing the right thing or not. I don't want to think about leaving, it makes me cry, it really does. I'm happy just now, i don't ever want this to change ( Read more... )