so iñm sittin ghere listening to some music, well, ive got my playlist on random , so thats pretty cool .i´ve been doing alot of thinking lately, been doing alot of.. talking.. i´m not quite sure what to say or do.. i dunno ( Read more... )

i was talking to your friend ( Read more... )

so i fugured i´d take 5 minutes to update this again, i´ve not updated it for a hile really.. dunno why, i´ve had sod all else to do :O ( Read more... )

i was hoping to talk to you tonight.. hoping to tell u i love you and i care about you and i want to be with u.. i was hoping to be able to say that to you.. but ur away, out, not signed in.. i love you.. soooo much.. i love you and i never want you to forget that and i cant wait to see you and i want to be with you forever :) ...i love you emilie ( Read more... )

no longer alone...emilie was right.. it feels "right" when we are together :)

i love you em...i want to make a go of it this time.. i want it to last.. i love you, and thats all that matters :)

alone. again. distance tore us apart. i hate it. nothing is going to change...the distance will not change...

i cannot change :(

i´m me...i´ll always be me...and i hate that too.

so i´m still waiting... for lee. as per usual. i´m supposed to be flying to the uk.. tomorrow night...to go to "dubfreeze"...a uk vw show in stoke ( Read more... )

its...difficult.. to let go.. its hard.. to make a choice ( Read more... )

i tohught we sorted things out.. a mutual agreement...but i dunno..it sounded like we had.. like we came to an ...arrangement...why do u feel so bad about it? no, we cant do anything about it, yes, i love you and you love me.. but the wide expanse of space between us makes things impossible doesn´t it?? we´ve agreed on that...i think?

i feel...

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm ( Read more... )